Today I finally see my psychiatrist for the first time in several months. I’ve been looking forward to this, but also dreading it. I feel like something is definitely off with my meds. I’ve been extremely depressed the last few months and lethargic as well. I feel disconnected from pretty much everyone and everything. So I feel anxiety partly because I fear the doctor WON’T change my meds, and things will stay like they have been, but I also feel a lot of anxiety that the doctor WILL change my meds, because then who knows what will happen? Maybe I’ll get better, but what if the new meds make me worse? All this really makes you realize how fragile the brain really is, and how easy it is to upset its delicate balance.
Anyhow, if any of you out there believe in prayer or sending good thoughts or any of that kind of stuff, please send me good vibes today and wish me the best!
*Art by Maranda Russell
Maranda Russell 
18 responses to “Doctor Anxiety”
Good luck Maranda. Sending you healing and positive energy.
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Thank you so much! I hope today goes well!
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😊💟🌟👧Positive Vibes coming your way. (((Hugs)))
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Thank you! It can’t hurt!
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I hope not. Xx😊
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I hope you find a medicine that will help. It sometimes takes several trials and errors to find the right medicine. Good luck!
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Thank you!
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Best of luck!
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how are you
happy christmas mark
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I’ll be writing an update soon, if not today than tomorrow, thanks so much for caring 🙂
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What was the outcome?
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Good luck xxx
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hi miranda, i hope the apt went well. sending all the good vibes i can send your waay!
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how are you/family
mark
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I’m good. How are you?
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do you think that your m.e .Anxiety have any thing too do with sexual abuse
these happened to me .wondering if same for you
mark
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I wasn’t sexually abused in the traditional sense. I wasn’t actually molested or anything like that, but there was a definite lack of sexual boundaries in my family and some major violations of physical autonomy and privacy, so I know that has affected me greatly in some ways.
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