I’m at the point I think I’m going to have to make peace with the fact that my freelance writing career is over in many ways. Now, don’t get me wrong, I still plan to blog and do this kind of personal writing when able, but over the past years I also supplemented our income a bit by taking freelance writing gigs from various clients. I covered a wide variety of writing assignments: reviewing books, writing promotional materials and press releases, writing children’s books, editing and proofreading, and many other oddball writing jobs.
Now, I find I just can’t do it. Partly due to physical health conditions (particularly my back/neck pain, chronic fatigue syndrome, and fibromyalgia), but also due to my mental health conditions (depression, anxiety, bipolar type 2, etc.) Sometimes I’m not even sure which condition is really at fault. Is it the CFS making it almost impossible for me to get out of bed and function at all, or is that the depression? Is my back pain causing me anxiety, or are the panic attacks causing me to tighten up and the back pain to worsen? Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Much of the time, I really don’t know. But I do know I can’t go on like this forever, and I definitely can’t take the additional stress of taking on freelance writing jobs anymore.
* Art by Maranda Russell
I’m praying for you… ❤
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Thanks Walt. I appreciate it.
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You’re welcome Maranda 😢
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Sorry to hear of all these troubles. It’s so difficult when our body doesn’t cooperate. Hope you find a balance for your projects and keep going.
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Thanks Elizabeth. Right now my priority is focusing on my health and working to improve it so I can do more hopefully someday.
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I’m sorry to hear that! I hope to continue to see you here. You’re an inspiration and I love reading your stuff.
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Aw, thanks so much! That means the world to me!
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