Today I woke up feeling like utter dog-shit. Depressed to the point of feeling nothing and not caring about anything. I honestly don’t even care about this blog post lol, but I’m writing it anyway. I often think of this mood as the “don’t give a fuck” mood. The house is dirty? Don’t give a fuck. The cats are whining and tearing the bathroom apart? Don’t give a fuck. I’m hungry and my stomach is growling? Don’t give a fuck. I forgot to take my medicine? Don’t give a fuck. There are aliens invading earth? Don’t give a fuck.
In a sense, it is almost an enjoyable, freeing feeling. As someone who is usually extremely anxious and overthinks everything, feeling like I honestly don’t give a shit about anything is kind of relaxing and oddly calming. Of course, the downside is that if I let it, this feeling will paralyze me and I won’t do anything I need to do or live up to the responsibilities I have (even as few as they are).
Hopefully people won’t be offended by the harsh language of this post, but if they are, you can probably guess what my reaction would be today.
Offended by the language? Don’t give a fuck….x
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LOL, you got it!!!
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Maybe the only good thing is that camel is too pooped to spit at you. Camels are normally feisty motherfuckers. (harsh language? huh? what’s that?)
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LOL. Yeah, camels can be mean, but he looked like how I feel today!
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I AM IN THAT DONG GIVE A FUCK MOOD TOO! COULDNT CARE LESS KINDA MOOD! UG SUCKS! SENDING GOOD VIBES AND THOUGHS YOUR WAY!
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Thank you!
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