Sick Night, New Stuff, and MGTOW/Incels


I had a rough night. I woke up numerous times drenched in a cold sweat, shivering, and nauseated. I was starting to worry I was coming down with something, but today I am feeling better, so not sure what was going on. I guess we’ll see how the day goes.

I did get some stuff in the mail today that cheered me up. I got my new handheld phone tripod, my first mortar and pestle, some new oil pastels, and my first Num Nums subscription box (a snack box for those with food allergies). I plan to share all this on a YouTube video soon. Let me know if you guys might want to see that video when it is up and I can link it here.

I’ve also been listening to some MGTOW (Men Going Their Own Way) guy on YouTube named Tom Leykis who has his own radio show. It amazes me how twisted some of these guys get after being in bad relationships with women. Part of me wants to feel a little sorry for them for being mistreated in the past, but it is hard to feel too much empathy when they themselves have morphed into narcissistic, shallow assholes.

The whole MGTOW and incel phenomena are truly disturbing on multiple levels. The sheer rage, the desire for revenge, the need to put women down and dehumanize them, the harsh stereotypes they live by, etc. What is happening to our society?


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Hi! I am an artist, author, and blogger who also happens to have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have won several awards and honors for my writings and artwork. I suffer from a few severe mental illness and chronic pain conditions (Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Fibromyalgia, CFS/ME, Ehlers Danlos, Degenerative Disc Disease, etc.), which greatly affects my life and makes me want to advocate for others going through similar things. Other interests of mine include reading, writing, drawing, watching cartoons and movies, collecting toys, hanging out with my family, and annoying my 3 cats.

12 thoughts on “Sick Night, New Stuff, and MGTOW/Incels”

  1. I suspect its nothing new but now these people can have an audience which feeds their ego. Humankind needs to grow up fast to manage the challenges we are facing… 😙♥️🌻🙋‍♀️🐝

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    1. Yeah, I debate with myself whether I should even watch this stuff, but I find it psychologically fascinating. I do try to make sure to never watch it on their actual accounts or anything. Don’t want to give them more money.

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  2. It’s all so upsetting. There was a time that “involuntarily celibate” didn’t necessarily mean only a young dude who was angry at women… it meant anyone who had this issue, including people married to someone who was ill. There were support groups. But now everything is just awful and hateful.

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  3. Being a guy let me tell you that this kind of behaviour or judgement have always existed. You should these morbid guys after they fall in love again. They become different and dont recognize themselves anymore. They will chase their love and do anything to be a good human being. I bet you wont hear this on youtube. It takes a different kind of male friendship so they would open up about this. Most guys see intimacy as weakness. Anyways dont care much about their groupings. I am an incel myself and hate their channels. I can see how an asshole i have become after being single for years but their propaganda is just shitty. Long story short a bad person is just a bad person would it be a radical feminist who hates males or a divorced guy who thinks he is a god of dicks. Follow your path and dont care about them … they should change themselves if not they will end up in jail

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