My cat will die tomorrow. After 14+ years together.
A meetup group that I was truly enjoying and was beginning to feel part of disbanded for the foreseeable future.
I feel artistically lonely. I wish I had others in my “real” life who had the passion for art and literature (especially poetry) that I have.
There is a good chance I am going through early menopause and that is triggering my major increase in migraines and making my hormone levels go crazy, affecting my mood as well. The doctor says this could go on for years 😦
I have been fighting off migraines the last few days.
I wish I had someone to watch movies and tv shows with that really got into them like I do. My husband is just not a movie/tv guy.
There will always be a huge hole in my life where my family should be, as all of my immediate family members are dead other than my mother, who I have a shaky relationship with.
Climate change catastrophe and human ignorance. The realization that if scientists are right about climate change, we are likely causing our own extinction, as well as the extinction of much of life on earth. It is pretty much too late now and we humans are not willing to make the changes needed to save ourselves and the world even if there was time. In the end, industrialization may have been the absolute worst thing that could have happened to the world. I guess we can hope the scientists are wrong, but it isn’t looking good from what I see.