Feeling Shitty


To be honest, I’m feeling pretty damn shitty today. Bad mood all over. I also can’t seem to do anything right today. I’ve knocked half the shit I tried to pick up or handle on the floor today.

Feeling unloved, unlovable, and like everything is ultimately pointless and I don’t even like my own company when I am in this kind of mood 😦

Man, I feel lousy. I think the only way I’d feel much worse is if there were two of me.

Sometimes I really hate being bipolar or whatever the fuck is wrong with me.

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Hi! I am an artist, author, and blogger who also happens to have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have won several awards and honors for my writings and artwork. I suffer from a few severe mental illness and chronic pain conditions (Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Fibromyalgia, CFS/ME, Ehlers Danlos, Degenerative Disc Disease, etc.), which greatly affects my life and makes me want to advocate for others going through similar things. Other interests of mine include reading, writing, drawing, watching cartoons and movies, collecting toys, hanging out with my family, and annoying my 3 cats.

25 thoughts on “Feeling Shitty”

  1. At times like this, I love to quote Max Lucado:

    You’ll get through this.
    It won’t be painless.
    It won’t be quick.
    But God will use this mess for good.
    Don’t be foolish or naive.
    But don’t despair either.
    With God’s help, you’ll get through this.

    And so, I’m praying for you right now, knowing that you WILL have a turnaround, and there WILL be days of sunshine in your future. God loves you. Knowing this is a bad day, have grace for yourself. Take care of yourself.💜

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      1. I hope so too. I have just aired my post. I wasn’t going to, but changed my mind.
        I am going to put fresh food and water in for my hamster and I am going to go to bed. X

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  2. It’s ok not to feel ok. Be kind to yourself instead of judgemental. What would you say to your best friend if they felt like you do today? You would make them tea, give them a snuggly blanket, a nice magazine and a hug!

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