Poetry – It Isn’t All It Might Be

The future is yours
and the present is mine,
but it isn't all it might be.

Things go wrong.
I talk to myself.
I can't explain it at all -
whether I guess 
right or wrong,
I can't be the first to speak -
or the last.

In the end, 
there is nothing I desire
so much 
as to become nothing.

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Hi! I am an artist, author, and blogger who also happens to have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have won several awards and honors for my writings and artwork. I suffer from a few severe mental illness and chronic pain conditions (Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Fibromyalgia, CFS/ME, Ehlers Danlos, Degenerative Disc Disease, etc.), which greatly affects my life and makes me want to advocate for others going through similar things. Other interests of mine include reading, writing, drawing, watching cartoons and movies, collecting toys, hanging out with my family, and annoying my 3 cats.

13 thoughts on “Poetry – It Isn’t All It Might Be”


    There ARE Many Different Levels of Conscious that We Possess; for example:

    ♀ Surface Conscious; finite capacity, 3D, where We Forget and Remember while also Feeling Ashamed, Embarrassed and Guilty
    ♀ Sub Conscious; private and public, infinite Capacity, 4D and Direct Access to Source, 0D, where We Just Know in 5D
    ♀ Soul Observer Mind Body (SOMB, rhymes with WOMB) Conscious; when in Harmony, InfiniteD, where it’s ALWAYS!!! The Right Thing, at The Right Time, in The Right Place, in The Right Way so if It Turns Out To Be WRONG!!! on Reflection then Don’t Do It AGAIN!!!

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🀭🀫🀐



    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    β—‡ EveryOne and EveryThing is Connected to EveryThing and EveryOne Else to a Greater or Lesser Degree; for example ALL of Our Pure, Permanent Family Connections ARE Stronger than Our Other Connections yet ARE often Very Much Severely Compromised by Our Sought After Non-Family Relationships that ARE by Nature Temporary…yet, if YOU!!! Do Identify YOUR!!! Soul Spouse Successfully then SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) EveryThing Soar; it May Mean Crawling Back in Humility Hoping for a Warm Welcome that’s ALWAYS!!! Been There after Forgiveness from The Other

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🀭🀫🀐

    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡



    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    Simple yet Complex EveryOne; ergo Remain:

    ♀ Asleep
    ♀ Oblivious
    ♀ Lackadaisical

    …or, Preferably; become…

    β™‘ Awake
    β™‘ Aware
    β™‘ Alert

    …it’s Solely Our CHOICE!!!; it’s NOT!!! The CHOICE!!! of Others…

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🀭🀫🀐

    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡



    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    β™‘ Only YOU!!! Decide what Successful Means to YOU!!!
    ♀ How YOU!!! Succeed is Entirely Up to YOU!!!
    ♧ Clubbing – If Others Belittle YOUR!!! Successes YOU!!! ARE PERFECTLY ENTITLED!!! and Welcome to Tell THEM!!! to VERY KINDLY FUCK OFF!!! – Clubbing

    nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🀭🀫🀐

    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡


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