The future is yours
and the present is mine,
but it isn't all it might be.
Things go wrong.
I talk to myself.
I can't explain it at all -
whether I guess
right or wrong,
I can't be the first to speak -
or the last.
In the end,
there is nothing I desire
so much
as to become nothing.
Hi! I am an artist, author, and blogger who also happens to have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have won several awards and honors for my writings and artwork. I suffer from a few severe mental illness and chronic pain conditions (Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Fibromyalgia, CFS/ME, Ehlers Danlos, Degenerative Disc Disease, etc.), which greatly affects my life and makes me want to advocate for others going through similar things. Other interests of mine include reading, writing, drawing, watching cartoons and movies, collecting toys, hanging out with my family, and annoying my 3 cats.
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13 thoughts on “Poetry – It Isn’t All It Might Be”
Maranda, you are something great! Please don’t forget that.
There ARE Many Different Levels of Conscious that We Possess; for example:
♤ Surface Conscious; finite capacity, 3D, where We Forget and Remember while also Feeling Ashamed, Embarrassed and Guilty
♤ Sub Conscious; private and public, infinite Capacity, 4D and Direct Access to Source, 0D, where We Just Know in 5D
♤ Soul Observer Mind Body (SOMB, rhymes with WOMB) Conscious; when in Harmony, InfiniteD, where it’s ALWAYS!!! The Right Thing, at The Right Time, in The Right Place, in The Right Way so if It Turns Out To Be WRONG!!! on Reflection then Don’t Do It AGAIN!!!
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
…♤♤♤…
ON IIC (INTRICATE INTERCONNECTIONS/INTRICATELY INTERCONNECTED)
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
◇ EveryOne and EveryThing is Connected to EveryThing and EveryOne Else to a Greater or Lesser Degree; for example ALL of Our Pure, Permanent Family Connections ARE Stronger than Our Other Connections yet ARE often Very Much Severely Compromised by Our Sought After Non-Family Relationships that ARE by Nature Temporary…yet, if YOU!!! Do Identify YOUR!!! Soul Spouse Successfully then SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) EveryThing Soar; it May Mean Crawling Back in Humility Hoping for a Warm Welcome that’s ALWAYS!!! Been There after Forgiveness from The Other
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
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ON SUCCESFULLY WAKING UP
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
Simple yet Complex EveryOne; ergo Remain:
♤ Asleep
♤ Oblivious
♤ Lackadaisical
…or, Preferably; become…
♡ Awake
♡ Aware
♡ Alert
…it’s Solely Our CHOICE!!!; it’s NOT!!! The CHOICE!!! of Others…
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
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ON SUCCESS CLASS 101
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
♡ Only YOU!!! Decide what Successful Means to YOU!!!
♤ How YOU!!! Succeed is Entirely Up to YOU!!!
♧ Clubbing – If Others Belittle YOUR!!! Successes YOU!!! ARE PERFECTLY ENTITLED!!! and Welcome to Tell THEM!!! to VERY KINDLY FUCK OFF!!! – Clubbing
Maranda Russell 
Maranda, you are something great! Please don’t forget that.
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Aw, thank you ♥
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We all have those moments!
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Yeah, we do 🙂
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I feel this poem, speaks deeply into that experience which few actually talk about.
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Thanks, I’m glad you could feel that ♥
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A beautiful poem Maranda. Quite philosophical.
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I like to think of myself as a sort of philosopher lol. A depressed philosopher I guess.
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I hope you feel less worried and the problems you’re facing could be sorted out. Hugs.
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Great poem. When things go wrong, be persistent.
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Yeah, I am annoyingly persistent if nothing else.
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ON CONCIOUSNESS AND CONSCIENCE
There ARE Many Different Levels of Conscious that We Possess; for example:
♤ Surface Conscious; finite capacity, 3D, where We Forget and Remember while also Feeling Ashamed, Embarrassed and Guilty
♤ Sub Conscious; private and public, infinite Capacity, 4D and Direct Access to Source, 0D, where We Just Know in 5D
♤ Soul Observer Mind Body (SOMB, rhymes with WOMB) Conscious; when in Harmony, InfiniteD, where it’s ALWAYS!!! The Right Thing, at The Right Time, in The Right Place, in The Right Way so if It Turns Out To Be WRONG!!! on Reflection then Don’t Do It AGAIN!!!
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
…♤♤♤…
ON IIC (INTRICATE INTERCONNECTIONS/INTRICATELY INTERCONNECTED)
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
◇ EveryOne and EveryThing is Connected to EveryThing and EveryOne Else to a Greater or Lesser Degree; for example ALL of Our Pure, Permanent Family Connections ARE Stronger than Our Other Connections yet ARE often Very Much Severely Compromised by Our Sought After Non-Family Relationships that ARE by Nature Temporary…yet, if YOU!!! Do Identify YOUR!!! Soul Spouse Successfully then SEE (Soulful Emotional Energy) EveryThing Soar; it May Mean Crawling Back in Humility Hoping for a Warm Welcome that’s ALWAYS!!! Been There after Forgiveness from The Other
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
…◇◇◇…
ON SUCCESFULLY WAKING UP
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
Simple yet Complex EveryOne; ergo Remain:
♤ Asleep
♤ Oblivious
♤ Lackadaisical
…or, Preferably; become…
♡ Awake
♡ Aware
♡ Alert
…it’s Solely Our CHOICE!!!; it’s NOT!!! The CHOICE!!! of Others…
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
…◇◇◇…
ON SUCCESS CLASS 101
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
♡ Only YOU!!! Decide what Successful Means to YOU!!!
♤ How YOU!!! Succeed is Entirely Up to YOU!!!
♧ Clubbing – If Others Belittle YOUR!!! Successes YOU!!! ARE PERFECTLY ENTITLED!!! and Welcome to Tell THEM!!! to VERY KINDLY FUCK OFF!!! – Clubbing
nisi mortuus nec neque nolite vicit 🤭🤫🤐
◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇
…◇◇◇…
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